tea + tarot

last week was a bit of a blur, so i am sitting with last weeks tarot pull a bit longer, allowing myself grace and flexibility as we navigate the death of shelley’s father.

the mage has arrived two weeks in a row in my weekly pull. it was a reminder that i have what it takes to do things i want. i can manifest them now rather than waiting and this week as it appeared again, i am reminded that all of the tools i need to survive this whirlwind of travel and emotion are at my disposal because they are mine, within me. they are not external. i may need a few props, tarot cards, water or a tennis ball to roll on my back so i can sit through another flight, but it is my decision making, my choices that hold me. i can choose to ignore my needs, or i choose to support them. it may not look the way i thought it would, seems to be a theme simmering to the top of this year so far, but i don’t need it to look or feel a certain way i just need to maintain my connection to what it is i need in order to survive, thrive and create.

like i said, marching forward despite expectations being altered due to circumstance seems to be a theme of this year and i am proud of myself for recognizing this and not just throwing in the towel as i have previously.

my ability to do so is supported by the card of the year, the chariot, i am sure.